Wow. There was a moment just then when the world, and my place within it, made perfect sense.
I’m not even going to try and put it into words, but wow. Suddenly all the choices I’ve made over the past five years are falling into place, all my obscure passions are combining into a coherent whole.
If I can just cling onto this for a few weeks, I might end up being of some use to the rest of the world. And better still, I might have fun doing it.